Where to begin?

Many thoughts are whirling through my mind. So much change in these last few years. Fighting for my Ken, our marriage and the heartbreak of losing him. Working through my grief and starting to find my way without him. To dream again and find purpose. It has been hard and very lonely at times. Writing the book was so healing. I've been learning in those lonely times to lean into Jesus. Instead of being lonely and wallowing in it, spending more time being alone with Jesus.

I really have so much to be thankful for. No matter what happens in life Abba Father is always good and faithful. He is walking with us through the storms of life.

I have started a water fast to seek direction and to focus on knowing my Lord more deeply.

I will admit I love food but it has become an addiction. I have been an emotional eater for many years. When struggling I stuff my emotions by over eating. It's time to let go and deal with them. Part of fasting is to get rid of distractions or at least limit them. So I'm also limiting screens. That can also become an escape, a way to avoid dealing with struggles. It's time to walk more fully in my freedom through Christ!

Well I'm off, the sun is shining and it's spring! Praise the Lord O my soul!

May you be blessed with knowing and receiving the love of God and be transformed!